Before I can disturb my universe
I must explore it
Learn its joys and sorrows
The way the snow sways in the wind
Or rain hitting the roof with pitter, patters of sound
Its smell lingering in a passing mist
The breathing of someone sound asleep
Only to sigh in content of a dream
Dishes scraping against a metal sink
Crowded always with its talking walls
Losing a sense of self in silence of rustling paper
Steps taken to a forgotten place
Words written between hard covers
Blast of music from a black box
Images on a screen
Flickering in a dark room
These are a few things in my universe
There are many more
Some words can not descr
I sometimes wonder why some peaople are brought into this world,
Is it to have evil?
So that we know the existence of good?
In my opinion, everyone has there own demons.
Why supply more?
Is it the fear? The lust? Or is it just to find out that your insane?
Many questions left unanswered every day,
Looked in every shadow, every hellish place.
Thats when I found out,
That bewuty is within everything.
Evil or good, lost or found, broken or unscathed.
In my shourt years i find that life is deceitful, hurtful, and cruel.
But I also find the path that is my own,
Made of my own choices, mistakes and regrets.
It is mine,
No one to bla
Current Residence: in a tree Favourite genre of music: anything, but country Favourite photographer: ------ Favourite style of art: I think everything as a beauty in it
So I have been toying with the idea to write a novel. I'm worried that it would be a waste of time though, cause I cant seem to get my thoughts onto paper....It might also help if I had time too. I started one back in high school, but never got back to it cause I moved about 6 times since then ( its been about 2 years). Not only that but Im working two jobs. Its just...Im not sure I can be the writer I was back then. Ya know?? lol
So last satureday my beloved boston terrier Cricket got hit by a car. Having moved out of my moms house this year and out of the state, Cricket was the only thing that i had that was family. If any of you have dogs you understand. But out of cricket dying, came the realization that im not as alone as a i thought. Crazy huh?? i thought so too. Well i just wanted to write this cause i still miss her terribly. ill be posting a pic of her soon.